Warsaw and The End
Leaving after destroying the walls we built.
09.07.2008 - 10.07.2008
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Stare Miasto. Remember I didn't take any of these. But trust me I was there.
I was laying in the back row of the nave in St. Anne's church at about 7:15 AM on Wednesday morning. Not minutes after I arrived I got out of my taxi it began to rain. Not tolerable summer rain. Blustery Polish rain. I didn't have an umbrella, anywhere to buy one, or anywhere to go. Things in Old Town don't pick up until around 1. So I tuckered down the side of the road and slid into the first church I passed, which happened to be one of the most beautiful I've ever seen. I dropped my bag in the empty nave and sat in the corner by the tomb of a 15th century Polish knight. In the gallery above/behind me they were tuning the organ, meditatively climbing the deeply resonant notes, so thick that the whole room was wet with sound. The gold leaf was trembling.
This is how I arrived in Warsaw.
They let me catnap in St. Anne's for an hour or so until the rain stopped. I dropped a few zloty in their indulgences box and went out to do what I do. Unfortunately the rain caught me again, and I ducked into the ramparts of the old Barbican wall, where I waited it out with the ravens. It was eerie how few people were around, but I think the environment thus far really catered to my romantic imaginings of how Warsaw always is. Being able to walk through Old Town (Stare Miasto) is the result of a pretty impressive feat. Warsaw had it's ass removed and handed to it during WWII, as it's been often related to me. I think Eisenhower said that in all the destroyed towns he'd seen in his days, he had never seen one so destroyed as Warsaw. That was in 1944. By the late sixties, Stare Miasto had been completely rebuiIt to the exact likeness of it's previously-annihilated self. I was impressed.

Old Old Town

New Old Town. Pretty good, right? Probably took a lot of spit and a few tons of pierogi.
So I walked around Old Town a little more, and after finally conceding that there would be nothing to do here for the next few hours, I headed towards 55 Ul. Sienna.
When I reached 55 Ul. Sienna, I was standing in front of a apartment block in modern, downtown Warsaw. Unfortunately, what I was looking for was not right on the street, as I had expected, and it took a little curious searching to figure out where they were hiding it. I walked down a small corridor through the building to a courtyard. There were kids playing soccer, but they weren't surprised that some random dude walked into their yard. There it was on the left, the last remaining section of the Jewish ghetto wall. I was thoroughly chilled by approaching it. Pieces were removed, chunks broken off the top, candles wedged into chinks in the brick. There were no monuments or benches or signs of large crowds visiting this site. Only a plaque indicating that this was the furthest corner of the former ghetto. I don't know if anybody has ever taken note of how strong a presence ruined walls play in Jewish veneration. Sometimes it seems like they're all we have. We build them and someone destroys them, or someone builds them and someone else destroys them. Either way, we are a nation of wallflowers.
I recited a broken mourner's kaddish and left.
At this point I was hungry as hell. I went back to Old Town to a Polish brasserie called Podwale Piwna Kompania and ate my weight in saurkraut and meats. After two steins of beer and three pounds of kielbasa still on my plate, I burped for the check, and they brought me a shot of cherry liquor. You know they were very nice, but I think they were testing me. One of the waitresses was carrying a mop.

Downtown Warsaw
The rest of my afternoon, and my last day in Europe, I spent careening down the little streets of Warsaw, drunk on wurst and good times. I wasn't feeling any of the stresses I had undergone earlier in the trip. Days alone in Eastern (well, Central this time) Europe were old hat now, and I felt an extreme sense of comfort just walking around with my backpack companion. The sun came out, and I stretched out on a stone bench in market square and squinted to see a horse and carriage trot by. While I drifted off, I thought about my past weeks. One thing I did remember is why I felt so bad about leaving Israel, and that I had never finished my commentary on here about that.
Although America is my home, and my loved ones and personal history and many of my roots are laid down here (yes, I made it back), I do not feel like America was a country founded for me. It formed on the backs of people who believed in freedom and revolution and open spirituality. It was a country made for the people of the world. But Israel was made for my people. It was made almost in the same way, for the same bases, and on similar universal principles. But when I'm lost in the masses of the United States, where everyone is trying to be somebody and get ahead and do less to make more and cut corners, Israel maintains composure, and it remembers me. Not to take it too far with the metaphors, but if I had a homeland to return to, Israel would be it. I guess that's why it was hard to leave.
Anyways, my trip is over. I won't make a big deal out of it and make any bold, sweeping statements about the true meaning of it and how it changed my life and all that crap. It sure was wonderful, and I'm glad I did it. I know I was big on romanticism and significance and stuff like that before I left. Not that I no longer am, but laying it on thick is only going to lead you to a couple brisk slaps in the face, when you realize that your imagination does not manifest into your experience. But it's hard not to build it up when you go on a trip like this. Everyone should take at least one trip by themselves. It's one of the only ways the average person can experience the true sensations of adventure. When you only have yourself to rely on, you realize how much weight you can actually carry, and how light you really are. Anyways, that's all for now.
Thanks
Z
Posted by Zirocco 11.07.2008 13:57 Archived in Poland


















